Things going on today

So lets start with yesterday! I talked with my mother about this fear I have, of classrooms and work. Though now that I'm in a classroom, typing up my blog, it doesn't seem that bad. International Business, entering a country. So I took a test yesterday with the objective to see if I have any learning disorders...and I am pretty worried. If I have a learning disability I am worried that I will begin to act differently. I don't know why, but I feel that if I am diagnosed with a disability, I will be different. But will I? But won't I? It seems that I have lost a great deal of confidence lately. I have been missing classes, not doing homework, and have little to no direction in my life. I feel like I am going to be one of those people that has 15 jobs in 2 years. Moving on, I am currently in the process of asking 2 of my professors for incompletes, and finishing those classes over the winter break. Nothing seems to be going my way.